Recently, a very precious relationship of mine fractured . Totally out-of-the-blue, and yet not. It is only in retrospect, that we can see the dark clouds that were gathering all along. I am a person who uses words for everything ... For lifting someone's soul, for 'thinking' a problem through, for expressing myself, for soothing and for explaining. And now, I use my words to try to fix the bond that has been broken. But my words return to me unanswered . There is no reply, only the vacuum of silence . And so my mind continues its relentless ruminating, returning to the security of more words, more explanations, ... always more efforts to fix with words. But again, my words return to me empty . They are worthless, they have no power to restore . And the silence hurts, it aches. Everything in me wants to seal it off, to numb the pain. Yet I know that, in feeling this pain, I am acknowledging the loss . And I need to grieve, I need to walk this pat
"Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You." — Dr. Seuss